Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Letting go

She got up early again this morning. It has been really hard to sleep, she has had a lot on her mind. If only she could see him once, just once again. She would memorize everything about him; the wrinkles on his forehead, the shape of his lips, the way his eyes shone when he looked at her, the way he could make her feel. Oh she would give anything to just experience that feeling once more.

She has been left alone in this world. The one person who was her entire world is no longer with her. The hollow feeling tugs her again from within making her nauseous. Why did he do it? They were so happy together. She would talk nineteen to a dozen and he would sit back and listen to her with a smile, she would cook him everything he liked and he would be the most appreciative eater, she shopped for him as he absolutely detested it, she taught him to dance and enjoy life and he taught her to love herself. 

The hardest thing in life is letting go and she would have to do just that, not knowing why.

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